Pissed and Sad..

Oh well.. It seems tt some of my aunties are pissed with me.. Frankly speaking, i don't really care because for the past 3 years we've never relied on them for survival because we Jehovah Jireh, my family's provider!
I thank God that my mom and 3 of us rely so much on God and put our trust in Him and it is miraculous that we could have survived for so long! 3 whole years!
Anyway all i can say is that i have relatives who are so childish and don't walk the talk!
What happened to the help u guys promised after my dad passed away?
For the last 3 years I have nvr received a call from you! Where were you?! And you dare say that blood is thicker than water?! You don't want to associate yourself with my mom!? but we 3 are my dad's, your bro's children that's why if we need help you will be there?!
Oh pls! What do you know about raising children?!
What do you know about having to worry about your children's education, their wellbeing and at the same time thinkin of how to provide for the family?!
If you do not want to associate yourself with us, that's fine.. after all you were never there since how long ago? i can't remember already!

I can't believe a 40 odd year old adult like you can make such comments like being afraid to get hurt because ...
I tell ya, even if you decide to break all ties with me, it doesn't even hurt much because i never really treated you as an aunty anyways.. aunties don't behave like you do!
I will be behind my mom all the way, you guys just think its so easy to go over there to work..
You think she's having fun?! Which mom doesn't like to see their children everyday!?
You talk about earning a meagre salary and getting to see us is better than goin to Aust. but have you thought about whether mom can get employment here after the Spore branch was bought over? Who's goin to pay for the Uni education that my sis will take after her A's?!
I tell ya if you have to look after us, maintain the house, work and face office politics and PUT UP WITH RELATIVES like YOURSELVES, you will definitely understand how strong my mom is!

I tried telling myself to love you guys but sorry, i'm weak but i'm trying, when i received that SMS frm you. It sorta confirmed with me that i have only 4 aunties, 4 uncles.. instead of 5 aunties, 4 uncles!

Ask yourself how many times you called to check up whether we were ok? If u'd used your fingers to count, you probably wouldn't even need to lift 1!

Its a Fat ZERO!

I thank God for the other aunty who walks her talks, she takes the time to come twice a week to buy some food for us.. sometimes even cook for us.. NOW THAT'S WHAT I CALL AN AUNTY! I totally thank God for your unceasing love and concern that you show us!

Much as i want to let you know of God's love, I just can't do it.. I'm in the light..

"God i pray that you will show me the way out of this hostility.. you be the mediator in all my quarrels, pour your pure love that does not expect anything in return, Your love that made You die on the cross for our sins without being forced to.. I thank You Jesus for sustaining this family so far and want to commit my mom who's in Australia into Your loving hands, bless her with good health as she struggles to make a living in Australia while walking closer to You, my siblings who are having their exams soon, Father i pray for the wisdom and concentration to be given to them, may their results glorify You.. Father i just pray for my cellgroup, please them with wisdom and clarity of mind too because their O's are ard the corner give them the bonus of doing well and let them feel Your presence as they study.. Jesus i thank You again Lord! I pray all these in Your mighty name! Amen.."

Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God." - John 3:20-21